She'll live for everything

Everything's about contracts for the adults:
everything I like,
everything I hate too.

I'm tired of being part of this world.
That's the only thing I really know.

Tell me when will I be the real me.
Tell me when will I be qualified to feel.
I'm so impatient, I can't wait for it.

Is it the time so slow just for me?

Waiting for a life I've been caged,
with destructive thoughts,
and impossible hopes.

Everything are orders, I've had enough of them
The only thing I want is living by myself

"Follow the rules". "Talk when we say".
"Keep smiling". "Be nice with him".
I can't bear this anymore. Even if is for my own sake.

I'll never marry him.

So sorry,
I guess I'm not your type of daughter
nor your type of bride
But you aren't my type of family either.
So this is the goodbye for everybody,
you know, I'm tired of all your orders.

In the end I will choose my own choice.
If this is the life I have to live
I don't wanna live anymore.


From the grave, a place where I shouldn't be
I realized that my choice wasn't fair even for me.
It wasn't my fault that everything would ended like that
It was THEIR fault, so I will inform them.

What is this power? Is this the real me?
I feel like now I'm everything I wanted to be
I'll make you pay for all your crimes
I'll make you pay for not allow me be free.

So sorry,
I guess I'm not your type of daughter
nor your type of bride
But you aren't my type of family either.
So this is the goodbye for everybody,
you know, I'm tired of all your orders.

In the end, I cannot be defeated.
If this is the life I want to live
I'll live freely, just by my own.